[22:52:27] @ GeoWulf : and now my mom is pissed and crying
[22:55:12] @ GeoWulf : i hate my life so bad but i don't got the guts to kill myself
[22:55:54] @ GeoWulf : My mom doesn't even care about me, because if she did she wouldn't get pissed as hell when i seem sad
[22:57:12] @ GeoWulf : now she's ranting: "It's easter, nobody calling, nobody cares"
[22:57:26] @ GeoWulf : i told her i'm trying to print out these goddamned tickets for her
[22:57:28] @ GeoWulf : that she ordered
[22:57:34] @ GeoWulf : and i'm going through a shitton of crap to do so
[22:57:40] @ GeoWulf : because i need to get adobe reader
[22:57:44] @ GeoWulf : and then i need to download this
[22:57:45] @ GeoWulf : and that
[22:57:46] @ GeoWulf : and this
[22:57:46] @ GeoWulf : and that
[22:57:48] @ GeoWulf : and install this
[22:57:49] @ GeoWulf : and then that
[22:57:53] @ GeoWulf : and this
[22:57:56] @ GeoWulf : and then adobe reader
[22:58:04] @ Drakonnan : Mhm..
[22:58:04] @ GeoWulf : and then i can open the file and print it
[22:58:33] @ GeoWulf : but i can't tell her because she's freaking..
[22:59:10] @ GeoWulf : *doorslam*
[22:59:21] @ Drakonnan : Sigh..
[22:59:27] @ GeoWulf : now she's locked in her room screaming
[22:59:34] @ GeoWulf : i have no idea what to do
[22:59:36] @ Drakonnan : Nothing ever seems to go right, when it starts to appear up..
[22:59:39] @ GeoWulf : See this is why i left
[22:59:49] @ Drakonnan : What is she so upset about exactly..?
[22:59:57] @ GeoWulf : I got the stress of the conversation we were having on sf and then i got my mom at the same time bickering
[23:00:07] @ GeoWulf : SHe's upset because it's easter and i'm not out there spending the entire day with her
[23:00:19] @ GeoWulf : I unloaded the dishwasher for her which is something i rarely freaking do
[23:00:27] @ GeoWulf : i talked to her for a whole two hours
[23:00:33] @ GeoWulf : what more does she freaking want
[23:01:15] @ GeoWulf : and now the animals are tripping out
[23:02:35] @ Drakonnan : Ok, whenever somthing like that occurs to me.. I just lay my head down, and relax for a bit as best I can.. try to not focus on any of that
[23:02:52] @ GeoWulf : I'd feel bad if i did that
[23:03:11] @ GeoWulf : because i'm not "Supposed" to be relaxed while she is pissed
[23:03:20] @ GeoWulf : She wants everyone else to feel it
[23:03:41] @ GeoWulf : One time she's totally thrashed stuff i've made for her
[23:03:47] @ GeoWulf : because she was pissed
[23:05:53] @ GeoWulf : And what jack said, even if he didn't mean it, really hit home
[23:06:00] @ GeoWulf : or in this case
[23:06:00] @ GeoWulf : hell
If you read this, don't dare tell anyone about it without my permission. I'm reluctant to tell -anyone- about my personal life. If you break this rule, you are a FUCKING ASSHOLE.