I can no longer handle what is happening to Aeria. The Facepunch incident has seem to broken me down in ways even I didn't see until it was too late. I'm reverting to a mix of my past and present self it would appear. I have many friends here but I can't say it'd be best if I stayed.
As all of you may know, for many reasons am I the only thing holding Aeria up. That's unhealthy. You cannot have one person holding onto so many things at once, or they will topple, as I have. What Aeria needs is several support beams, it doesn't have the right foundation. Its lore and among that is becoming stale and it seems the only way out is to either give it up or fix it. How are you going to fix it? I don't know. I can't think on Aeria's problems right now, because it brings me pain to see it crumbling. It's like somebody just killed a child of mine.
I may jump between Aeria and my new-found interests, or I might leave completely, I don't know. Jumping would only be painful, I can't help much it seems. I'm sick of being viewed as the leader and sick of being seen as the product for ass-kissing and cock-sucking.
If Aeria, as a whole, actually CARED about me rather than just whining, you would have tried to stop me before it came this far.
A quick note, people seem to think I'm going to just walk away from my friends-- NO. You can still be my friend, I'm not poofing completely, I'll still be around on SF... and that like, just I won't be at Aeria.
Guest Guest
Subject: Re: Please Read Mon Apr 13, 2009 4:44 am
Well I do think you should stay and teach like Atrum / Kain said. But it's your choice.....
Jumbo_Grill
Posts : 236 Join date : 2009-03-05 Age : 31 Location : A soviet missile silo.
You could always only type a few... I could also work on some.. We would need some other admins as well.
Guest Guest
Subject: Re: Please Read Mon Apr 13, 2009 1:36 pm
Jumbo_Grill wrote:
We would need some other admins as well.
Will be solved in time.
Guest Guest
Subject: Re: Please Read Mon Apr 13, 2009 3:17 pm
Ok... Do we have a Community Event team like Desertia? If not then we need one created.
Guest Guest
Subject: Re: Please Read Mon Apr 13, 2009 3:32 pm
Rossii wrote:
Ok... Do we have a Community Event team like Desertia? If not then we need one created.
Will be solved in time.
Madcombat
Posts : 45 Join date : 2009-03-04 Age : 30 Location : Hoddesdon
Subject: Re: Please Read Mon Apr 13, 2009 9:02 pm
How I see this is, Geo you are Depressed in alot of way, I do see you holding alot up in the server and that, Leaving it will only make it worse What I do advise is, Take a brake, maby gain a few ideas, Come back, Feel the same, Then sure leave but dont leave entirely Stay a member we all like you and your a neat roleplayer. Please dont leave us all like that I mean my Steam account got hacked but does that mean Ima say fuck it all and leave, No Ima keep trying and sometimes I look at you and think All the shit you got going in and out the server and your still going, It inspires atleast stay as a Member.
Lord-Vorn
Posts : 68 Join date : 2009-04-13 Age : 31 Location : England
Here here, Madcombats words resemble truth. I agree wholeheartedly with his statement
Guest Guest
Subject: Re: Please Read Tue Apr 14, 2009 7:57 am
And then consider the fact that Geo isn't leaving JUST because he's the support beam. He's also leaving because:
GeoWulf original post wrote:
1. Stooping to things like; "Let's have sex", "Why aren't you bending over", "Why can't we fuck on server" 2. hand in hand with reason 1? TOO MUCH SEX ROLEPLAY! 3. Aeria has already begun to crumble. 4. Where's the serious roleplay as we call it? 5. Everyone hates GmodRP, so why be hated because of that? 6. This is starting to become boring. 13. Making room for life, 14. Making space for time to myself that I've never had, 15. I don't even have any BREATHING ROOM PEOPLE!
Please READ the original post before posting, okay? Thank you.
Sun Apr 12, 2009 2:56 pm
